D: I hope you have found your peace, your zone, your joy. You have left behind so much sadness and confusion and guilt and anger, and extreme guilt for feeling such anger. I believe you did what you had to do, what you felt was your only option, and I choose to wish and hope that you have found true happiness, where ever you are now. If you are watching, if you are feeling, if you are existing in any other form, I beg of you to please sent some answers to the sadness in our souls, please send some happiness, peace and love to chase away the despair, and to perhaps help repair this torn fabric of what was once an unbelievably, fabulous life. To again be whole, would be a miracle. This is a cry out to you, in any form you may be, for help. Please advise. With Love Always.